Things have been in the south of “ok” but north of “bad”. Somewhere in the middle, a hazy grey gradient. Which fits, because the weather outside is atm very hazy grey too.
While working on commissions, I was side-eye-watching a youtuber who did Animal Crossing challenge videos, and I got inspired to restart my island. I tried to restart it like.. has it been a year or something? But I never got attached to that island, so I decided I will reset it now and this time, not speedrun through all the beginning quests, but vibe through them, getting emotionally invested in my little digital island. And it’s been working so far! It’s also a nice way to keep track of time lmfao. I very easily lose my sense of what day it is, so it’s nice to have that little reminder every day.
I was going to ramble about depressing feelings, but decided to start with something positive, and it kinda worked. I don’t feel so depressed, after writing a little about something I enjoy. I should remember that for the future! It really is fake it till you make it in action. Talk about being happy until you kinda sorta are.
There’s things looming in the future that stress me out.. but right now, I will focus on the Now. I started a crayon drawing of Fordic, and I’m excited to continue working on it! I will maybe also use my watercolors on it… I have never really liked drawing traditionally, but sometimes it’s kinda nice. Just as long as I don’t pressure myself to create something ~good~ but just focus on enjoying the process!
Anyway… talk about being happy, until you kinda sorta are! Think about being happy until you kinda sorta are!
Cheerssssss
